Confuse and hurrah

The title is so provoking. O yeah, I know, I know and I need to clear it out that the title is two subjects and not connected to each other. OK, let's move on. I'm on confuse state now. I really don't know what can I do now and where to move and to which path. It's more on the passion rather than gear. Although the gear is kind of enough right now (2 zooms, and 1 prime lens), but the vision, the craft, the passion within were not enough to move on. I don't know why, I don't know how, and also I don't know what -- the worst question in my mind and in myself right now. I'm confuse, but I believe I will get back up. It only this time, I'm flat (like a flat tire), exhausted, no passion to move on, nothing, null etc etc.

However, I believe this will gonna end soon, I just feel this is my break, a short break for me, myself. Once all the things is done and passed, I sure to move on. Everybody should do that too, I believe. OK, now the hurrah, I already have tripod right now. Yay! After two years of thinking and undecided matter!!! Yes, I'm stupid... thank you for reminding me. More tk...